Thursday, May 14, 2009

Insomnia

I can't sleep. I'm hungry (only had black coffee and baked macaroni today). I feel sooo tak bersemangat to go to work tmr. And I have a lot of things going on in my head like... my studies... exams... THE Trip... WWR this Saturday... money... and lastly (and one most troublesome) matters of the heart.

I'm uncomfortable with these trains of thoughts, and the fact that I've started questioning the things that are already good in my life. Why? Because it shows that I'm wavering. Yet again. I'm considering options and alternate lives, which is something I've never considered before because I had once believed that I had unyielding faith.

Now what?

Should I ignore this moment of weakness and move on? And place this small little timeframe behind a closed locked door? Or should I confront this possibility and really really evaluate my options. Or do I just walk away from it all?

2 comments:

Eddie said...

Wah, so serious one ah this post? It's ok. I have been there too but eventually you'll learn to be content with the blessings you already have in your life. Have a good day stepper-blogger!

a.i.n.u.n said...

Haha.. I think you sorang je kut yg rajin melayan my little humble blog ni. Serious sgt ke? mmm... the results of not being able to sleep. Only had one hour worth of wink je!