Friday, May 14, 2010

Second Nature

Everytime my study leave crops up in my schedule, I'd always start making travelling plans in my head. I can't help it. It's second nature for me to daydream.

So... I have another study leave coming up in a weeks time, and in all honesty, I'm kinda desperate at the moment to escape the drama in my life and just have some 'Me' time. I want to go on and doing things in a somewhat familiar town/city at my own pace and in my own head, with nary an interuption from real life. Because real life sucks at the moment.

And so... it has also become somewhat second nature for me to hang around and try to find some cheap tickets to anywhere. Really. I'm not fussy. But I'm no longer a free woman as I'd once imagined myself to be. I am now a Mrs. and that means having to ask my husband for permission anywhere I go. Especially when I plan on skipping this town o' mine.

And my choices has now been reduced to one single place. It's the only place that he'd allow me to go by myself. And I suppose I should just be thankful that he even lets me go anywhere by myself anymore. And now, I'm looking up places to hang around in Singapore. Would've preferred to hang-out in Phnom Penh or Bangkok but... I'll take whatever I can get.

PS: I registered for NB 15km run this Sunday and I havent been running for 2 full weeks now! Should I even go??

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